Today I needed space, light and empty air. I needed to be alone, quiet.......close to God and I knew just where to go. Thank you
Bodmin Moor for being there; I needed your solitude, peace and emptiness this evening.
Today was utterly dreadful and has pressed on me like a lead vest and I have felt stressed to the point of nausea and being unable to breathe. Somehow, I have to drag myself out of bed and go to work for another round of targets, brow beating and being told over and over that we should be doing better. I would like to start each day with my personal target of being loving, kind to people and friendly; but actually it's just about getting a score on a piece of paper and I have to pretend that I believe in it.
That's why I needed to walk amongst ponies,
bogland, peat piles and granite and to remember that in 2012.......I can give this all up!
Today I needed space, light and empty air. I needed to be alone, quiet.......close to God and I knew just where to go. Thank you Bodmin Moor for being there; I needed your solitude, peace and emptiness this evening.
Today was utterly dreadful and has pressed on me like a lead vest and I have felt stressed to the point of nausea and being unable to breathe. Somehow, I have to drag myself out of bed and go to work for another round of targets, brow beating and being told over and over that we should be doing better. I would like to start each day with my personal target of being loving, kind to people and friendly; but actually it's just about getting a score on a piece of paper and I have to pretend that I believe in it.
That's why I needed to walk amongst ponies, bogland, peat piles and granite and to remember that in 2012.......I can give this all up!
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